In fact , I want to writhe letter to you more than type by keybord , althougt handwriting so bad,But I want to do that .I hope you read it’s not OK.I am send by keybord ,too .
Mrs.Captiian America ,you are in my heart ,I think about you as we have know a long time ,I don’t have reason for that .Why sould turst you ?I feel a graet distance between us .I pray that my heart beat constant level , not many or too few.
Earlier , there are other man send letter via email to me , He had wrihtten filled with ” LOVE WORDS” ,alway. I don’t want love me so much , but please , given love a few ,every day and every time , Becuase everybody must go to working ,shopping, thinking any els .Please love me a little and there is reason that division,Now ,have to do something and then you have to go anywhere with anybody and how .I don’t want my husband tell me that all day ,all time …..Love ….Love and Love and Love , I want to heard him say other words and similar expression ,like that and ,such as ……
“Let’t smile I want to see you happy ” “Forbidden ,love other between this time until I get back home ” About this and any more .
I am not a young girl ,I don’t want the children’s lover .And I am here at this time to find someone who will be able to share a future with me. No don’t studied both of us a long time ,becuase The time is not a problem.
Do you see imagination of me ? O K ,you don’t have to guess , Hey ! Mrs. Captain America ,right .I call your name correct ,I must tell you ,I want to tell you ,Even if you will be decided not to know me in the future , but I don’t want to just honest words, but I want to honest with the show, disclosure, justice and all.
I want to be myself. I want you to know that I was . , Is what I say. I have contact with. Swedish men have one before you came into my life a little,.He gave friendship to me, I hate myself, I really think that is a good, kind, I was sent back to friendship, too. I’m not sure. I have written to. To give them a lot, I try to act and write to him to find a good and neutral sentences. I sure did not communicate that. I want more a man or Do you want to marry me ? I don’t think I’ve written that show. Feel that way.
I written like the same to you , I recommend my own, age, family, my hobby and generally the new friends should be introduced. I don’t understand that, I like a woman who are ready to jump into the foreign men are honor and rich, I like? and Are you think ,that I like ? Please tell me.
It’s good If he is rich with lots of money ,but it just makes me feel, that My life is not stable or is suffering hardship in this matter. , It does not mean that if they have money, then I will take his money without review. I do not like to be insulted and looked like a Thai woman.even though I was a little people in the country, but we have a great honor and dignity as well as with all the world.
I love the king of my, he is a man who live on the world that I love, I did not joking apart but, I love the king of the more ,I speak really. It’s not like when I was young. Adults teach us to love the King because he is the king , when a child I love the king because I was taught that.
But now, I love him. Love and death for him. I will protect him with my life. Although I’m not a soldier. But if given the chance. I would do it without hesitation,
All the Thai soldiers military graduates from militaty school have been recieve Kra-bi from the hand of the king, Kra-bi (means knife size long, like a sword of the Japanese) Instead of a diploma on graduation. Have a few words of the Thai military, when recieve Kra-bi from his hands who we are ready to die instead of he and his people.
Oh….my god when I talk about this story ,I felt a great honor so much …… One of the tradition of Thai soldiers for wedding ,Will have the same version of military friends formalize the ceremony held Krabi, looks like a roof continued a long passage. So the couple walk through under Kra-bi the roof . It is sacred and show to honor the lady who sacrificed his life to get married and ready to use life waiting patiently in the world.
Thank you for reading my letter to the end, it is very long.
Captain, I tell you frankly that I don’t know what to do with the Swedish people are good friends, I also answer e-mails to him, I don’t know what you think. However, I have just told you, I’m done. Results will follow. I would be patient with myself, we all experience it. That hurt a lot. The same for all people. But we’ll let it go like? I admit, I pity him because he refused to let them go now.
My subconscious Tell me that don’t do anything now, I came here, is here to find that God had given him that, I dared not think that he is you or anyone else, I did not know, I knew only that God will show the sign something that I know what is he, as I look for a man , who gave greatest honor for a woman, and consent to take care of her. A man ,who refused to abandon the familiar, to live together with me.
It was not, but the happiness only ,but, I must say that it will be the affliction, the difficulty, to be tired, and tired, was born in time, until the day when we die. I want to see you, and this is not a request you please make no mistake, it is just a feeling of a woman only silly, I did not want to choose you, I want to know what the symbol that God would tell me what.
Now, I was here, a small corner of Thailand I did not even know that you have a place where , we are not sure nothing, I want to see my husband a man of the second, that I will love him. I want to old and died with my husband , just I want.
Thank you for reading the mail, hope to meet you .*****